A mistakes

Am i so stupid..? maybe i shuld admit dat i was so stupid.. A big mistakes in my life is believe a guy who say a word L.O.V.E.. I shouldn't love him..Y i shuld believe a person who always lie me?? i tot "Give more accept last.." but what i get in last..?? a very bad hurts.. God pls save me.. i was trying to forget every bad thing what he have done on me .. but now im sure dat i dun love him anymore.. just only 1 thing i cant pass is 4get everything in past.. So suffering it's seems like became a nightmare to me oredi.. sometimes dun know why suddenly think back all dis? just like 2day i feel so sad.. hurts.. pain.. i just dun understand what wrong with me, why he treat me like dis.. I really hope dat i never know dis guy never love him before..~

A 2nd mistakes in my life.. Give up with someone who love me so... who always care treat me like a princess.. I just dun wan to hurt him now bcoz i dun knw why what he have done to me always remind me my past how my ex treat me good before but in the end became sadness... I just scared get a bad bad hurt again.. But i know maybe for him is nothing, and know dat he really love me.. Just dat i cant accept all dis now..

Sorry for the everything.. ~ I think need a free space and time to forget everything..~

Pity Days...

Dont know what i have eaten.. dis 2 days cirit birit oo.. S*** my office toilet so far lagi tu.. cannot count how many times i go toilet.. make my legs no more energy to stand.. I think God was calling me liao.. hahah.. my pity hand lagi.. haix.. still itchy.. seems like no use dat la day go clinic, waste money oni useless medicine.. i see both my hand more terible.. haiz.. dun knw wat to do now..

I was thinking wan buy Dictionary.. Any good suggestion...? Oxford dictionary good or not..? shuld buy big size d or small size d dictionary better..? 2day i stand around 30 min at dictionary corner.. i dun knw which 1 i shuld choose is better.. @_@.. coz i was plan if wan buy.. shuld buy d best 1 d.. very detail 1 d.. I got 2 choosing.. 1 got malay n chinese translate.. n another 1 good also got example sentense but translate english to english.. DO u think i shuld buy both of them..? 1 is Oxford publish.. 1 i dun really remember liao.. @_@

Journey..

I wont blame u when u pretend to be someone else in front of me
People are being stupid and careless, but u're so kind hearted
So how could i.. bare to let u get hurt?
Small palms, but with thick warmth
U are always able to comfort me, when i worried at night
The dreams that i don't dare to think about
But through your eyes, I realize they're actually in front
Small palms but with a strong energy
I'll surely be like you
Flying in the sky, the place u would like to go
Will be my direction

a Message OR a Poem

I know it's only for a day,
but i'm missing you.
I love your sense of playwish i was kissing you.
Part of me is with you still,
just can't wait to see you.
Every heartbeat is a thrill,
Girl i'm missing you.

(I found this in my hard disk.. )

An Agreement ~

Who will be the first to say the word "L.O.V.E"
How long have they loved each other?
What will be the ending for the Sweetloverxxz..?

We promised each other not mention about the past sadness..
We promised that we should stop all the quarrels..
Also Agreed that we would never let the other worry
Must be a happy of yourself, take good care of yourself
Even when we are alone some day..

If we met at the promised day
would we have loved more assuredly?

Even thousand times of reincarnation, will still meet
Even ten thousand times, will not let go
At every end, will arrange again to meet
(Thousand times of reincarnation, is it enough for us? hahaha..lolxxz)

This is the end~

I think this is the last i see him sleep like a pig..~

***** So Cute..~ like lilttle baby~

No More Unagi

No more Unagi for me.. oh no~ my fav unagi.. i think wanna say bye bye to u...~

Find the way.. learn the way

mayb i should learn how to let go..~ miss..