Am i so stupid..? maybe i shuld admit dat i was so stupid.. A big mistakes in my life is believe a guy who say a word L.O.V.E.. I shouldn't love him..Y i shuld believe a person who always lie me?? i tot "Give more accept last.." but what i get in last..?? a very bad hurts.. God pls save me.. i was trying to forget every bad thing what he have done on me .. but now im sure dat i dun love him anymore.. just only 1 thing i cant pass is 4get everything in past.. So suffering it's seems like became a nightmare to me oredi.. sometimes dun know why suddenly think back all dis? just like 2day i feel so sad.. hurts.. pain.. i just dun understand what wrong with me, why he treat me like dis.. I really hope dat i never know dis guy never love him before..~
A 2nd mistakes in my life.. Give up with someone who love me so... who always care treat me like a princess.. I just dun wan to hurt him now bcoz i dun knw why what he have done to me always remind me my past how my ex treat me good before but in the end became sadness... I just scared get a bad bad hurt again.. But i know maybe for him is nothing, and know dat he really love me.. Just dat i cant accept all dis now..
Sorry for the everything.. ~ I think need a free space and time to forget everything..~
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i just got tired of pretending that's i was happy
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hmm.. i can see that you are using the guy in your 2nd mistake to forget the guy in the first mistake. Actually u really love the guy in the first mistake more than the guy in the 2nd mistake right? I feel so pity for the guy in the 2nd mistake because you treat him like that. Guess the most you love is the guy in the first mistake. Whatever the guy in the 2nd mistake do for you and love you so much, you can never love him much. You always remember the guy in the fist mistake. You wish to be back to him. You really disappoint me a lot.
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always misunderstand...
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